The Day of Fellowship
As
 we think of all that Christ has done for us through his perfect example
 and Atoning sacrifice-  here is a story to remind us of the realization
 of what He did for US.
 For YOU 
for ME
  
In
         that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in 
the room.    There         were no features except for the one wall 
covered by small index card   files. These         files stretched from 
floor to ceiling and went endlessly in  both directions. As I         
drew near the wall of files, the first to catch my  attention was one 
that read,         "Boys I Have Liked." I opened it and began  flipping 
through the cards. I         quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I 
recognized the names on each one. I then         realized  where I was. 
This lifeless room with its small files was a crude         catalog  
system of my life. Here were written the actions of my every moment, big
 and           small, in every detail. A sense of wonder and curiosity 
mixed with horror           stirred within me as I began opening files 
and looking at their contents.            Some brought joy and sweet 
memories, others a sense of shame and regret so   intense         that I
 looked over my shoulder to see if anyone was watching.   A file named, 
        "Friends" was next to the one marked, "Friends I Have           
Betrayed". The titles ranged from he mundane to the weird, "Books I Have
           Read", "Lies I Have Told", "Comfort I Have Given", "Jokes I  
       Have Laughed  At", "People I Have Hurt". Some were almost funny 
in         their exactness.  "Things I Have Done in Anger", :Things I 
Have Muttered         Under MY Breath at My  Parents". 
Often
         there were many more cards than I expected. Sometimes,  fewer 
than I had hoped. I was         overwhelmed by the volume of life I had 
lived.  Could it be possible that I had the         time in my young 
life to write each of  these thousands or millions of cards? But        
 each card confirmed this truth, each was written in  my own 
handwriting. Each signed         with my signature. 
        
When
 I pulled out the file marked, "Songs I Have         Listened To", I 
realized   the files grew to contain the contents. The cards         
were packed tightly, yet   after two or three yards I hadn’t found the 
end of         the file. I shut it,   shamed, not so much of the quality
 of the music, but more by         the amount of   time I knew it 
represented. When I came to the file marked,         "Lustful   
Thoughts", I felt a chill run through my body. I pulled the file        
 out inch by   inch, not willing to test its size, and drew out a card. I
 shuddered at         the   details. I felt sick to think that such a 
moment had been recorded. A rage           broke through me. "No one 
must see these cards. No one must ever see this           room. I have 
to destroy them." In a frenzy, I yanked the file out. Its size          
 didn’t matter now. I had to empty it and burn the cards. I took it out 
and           pounded it on the floor. Not a single card would come out.
 I desperately           pulled out a card and tried to rip it, but it 
was as strong as steel. Leaning my forehead         against the wall, I 
let out a sigh, then I saw it.  The title, "People I Have         Shared
 the Gospel With". The handles were  brighter than those around it, 
newer,         almost unused. I pulled on its handle  and a small box 
fell into my hands. I could         count the cards it contained on  one
 hand. 
        
And
 then the tears came. I began to cry. Sobbing so         deep it hurt 
my  stomach. I fell on my knees and cried out in shame. The rows of     
    shelves  whirled around me. No one must ever know of this room. I 
must lock it         up  and hide the key. But as I pushed away the 
tears, I saw Him. No, please,          not here. Oh, anyone but Jesus! I
 watched helplessly as He began to open  the files         and read the 
cards. I couldn't bear to watch His response. In the moments that I 
could         bring myself to look at  His face, I saw sorrow deeper 
than my own. He seemed to go         to the worst  boxes. Why did He 
have to read every one? Finally He turned and looked         at  me with
 pity in His eyes. But this wasn't a pity that angered me. I dropped my 
        head and began to  cry again. But He didn’t say a word. He just 
cried with me.         Then He got up  and walked back to the wall of 
files. Starting at one end of the         room, he  took out a card and 
one by one He began to sign His name over mine.         "NO!: I  
shouted, rushing at Him. All I could find to say was, "NO,         NO", 
as I pulled  the card from Him. His name shouldn’t be on those cards.   
      But there it was, written in red so rich, so dark, so   alive. The
 name JESUS covered         mine. It was written with His blood.
        
He
 gently took the cards back. He smiled a sad smile         and began to 
sign  all the cards. I do not think I will ever understand how he did it
         so  quickly. But, the next instance it seemed, I heard Him 
close the last file          and walk back to my side. He placed His 
hand on my shoulder and said, "It is          finished", I stood up and 
He led me out of the room. There was no lock on  the         door. There
 are still cards to be written. --